Showing posts with label Spirituality/Religion. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Spirituality/Religion. Show all posts

Sunday, April 4, 2010

Easter Sunrise Service 2010

Sunday morning was our annual "Community Easter Sunrise Service" at the City of Palms Park in Fort Myers, FL. There were 16 participating congregations, and it was open to the public. (Hmmmmmm...I just noticed one of the participating congregations was "Divine Circle of Illuminati". What's up with that? Is that "Illuminati" as in "The DaVinci Code Illuminati"? Can't be. I'll have to do a little research to find out more about them.)

So the service took place at the City of Palms park, where the Red Sox do their spring training.

There was a pretty good turnout. I don't know how many thousands were present...


I was surprised to find that the grandson of Billy Graham, Will Graham, was present to speak, and relayed the events that lead up to our memorializing Good Friday.


I look forward to this service every year. It's inspirational and uplifting to listen to not only the speakers, but to enjoy the symphony and choir as the sun rises.





It was a very nice morning. Then I came home exhausted (after getting up at 4:30 AM), and instead of sleeping I tackled this...
We spent about an hour working on my garage. Woodrow worked on the corner where I've allowed him to store some things, and I started clearing a path to the laundry room door. We got the bookcase moved inside, and I started bringing in books from the garage. We were able to get rid of a lot of empty boxes for recycling. A lot of this stuff is just waiting for a garage sale. I can't wait for that day! Half of this garage will disappear after that, because what doesn't sell will be going to Goodwill!

So yesterday was a productive day. First I fed my soul, then worked on the garage before heading to the movies to see Clash of the Titans. It was a good day!

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Christmas Conflicted

This is the Christmas tree that I just put up. Yes, I said "Christmas tree". It will never be a "holiday tree" to me.

The battles we see breaking out around our country regarding Merry Christmas vs. Happy Holidays and Christmas tree vs. holiday tree are representative of the battle going on within me.

I'm conflicted over Christmas. One half of me wants to use it to help remember and celebrate the birth of Christ, because that's what has been touted my whole life (and what better time to remember his birth, since Easter is all about his death and resurrection). The other half of me realizes that Christmas is not a "real" religious holiday. It is not really when Christ was born (it is believed he was born in October), there is no commandment to celebrate his birth, and Christmas really began as a farce created by the Roman Catholic church to counter the pagan celebration of the winter solstice. It actually originally was a raucous celebration in the streets with drunken costumed celebrations and gambling (like most of our championship playoffs here in the states!) It is a weird mixture of Christian and pagan rituals and beliefs, and it has evolved many times over the centuries into different things in different countries.

The spiritual heart of me wants to make it into something about Christ, but the logical side of me knows that isn't true. So instead I settle somewhere in the middle: it's a time to remember the birth of Christ and celebrate his life, but it is mostly just a time of goodwill and family and love and pretty sparkly lights.

And despite any internal conflict, I am still a great lover of Christmas. Merry Christmas everyone! Or Happy Holidays, or Happy Hanukkah, or whatever makes you happy. Or more simply... "God Bless Us...everyone!"

Thursday, November 26, 2009

My Reflection on Being 40...

So today I'm 40. It seems all throughout life you hear people talking about turning "40". Most seem to approach it with dread and fear. Me? I've actually been pretty excited about it.

Even as a teen I was always saying that I was "born to be 40", and that I believed that my life would begin at 40.

So now that it is here, how do I really feel? Am I still happy to be 40? Do I still feel that life is just beginning? Well, a year or two ago I did hit a bit of a panicked stage, realizing 40 was rapidly approaching, and I still hadn't accomplished the things I had expected to accomplish by 40. So I bought a house, and got over it! :)

It's not that I feel that life has just begun. I've had a wonderful life up to this point. I've had some wonderful people in the first half of my life. However I do feel that this is something of a rebirth for me. This is the start of my second life. I've been going through a sort of metamorphoses, and this is my shot at doing it all over again, and even better the second time around, now wiser and more patient, and now living my life with awareness and a consciousness that I lacked in my younger years. In my earlier years, it's as if I were on auto-pilot. I "reacted" to things and wasn't always aware of how I and my emotions and actions can affect others. Now I try to live a more proactive life rather than a reactive life, and I try to live consciously, aware of the impact that I make on the world and others around me-- and conscious of the consequences of my actions.

I feel strong and confident and empowered. (Do I hear "I am woman, hear me roar" playing in the background?) I'm glad to be 40. I'd never go back to 20 again!

Here's to second-zees (geeky Lord of the Rings reference)! Let's hope that the second life is even better than the first, and that this time I get it all right!

Happy Thanksgiving everyone! And Happy 40th to me! Here's to 40 more!

Sunday, November 22, 2009

Scripture Sunday (11-22-09 edition)

When you pass through the waters,
I will be with you;
and when you pass through the rivers,
they will not sweep over you.
When you walk through the fire,
you will not be burned;
the flames will not set you ablaze.

Isaiah 43:2

Friday, September 18, 2009

Proof of "Creationism"

I had a revelation this morning, looking up at the spiders in my front porch and seeing pairs of them. I thought, "Hmmm. Some are probably males and females. I wonder if they're going to breed up there. 'Cause spiders need a male and female to breed. Wait. Is there anything that DOESN'T need a male and female to breed?"

It was then that I realized that nearly all animals and insects need a male and female to breed. Granted there are some weird circumstances where a certain species can change gender to suit their environmental needs (some frogs, for example, can do this-- a male turning female when it is surrounded by other males, so that they can procreate). And there are a few species which can reproduce asexually (usually only found in invertebrates, although it has been found in a few vertebrates as well. But typically asexual reproduction is linked to "less complex" creatures, which I think don't have the complicated genetic makeup that often can't support asexual reproduction).

Wouldn't the fact that you need a male and a female in order to procreate be proof of creationism? What are the odds that nature would just "evolve" millions of species out of nothing, and all of those species would require a male and a female in order to procreate? Wouldn't it make much more sense to have creatures "evolve" that only need themselves in order procreate? Would nature be able to "just evolve" a second gender in millions of different species (so this anomaly would occur over and over again, in species after species, as they evolved over "millions" of years), in order to vary the gene pool? I mean, I think that is one of the big reasons you are required to have a male and a female-- to try to vary the gene pool (if I procreated myself, I would create a clone of myself, and that would asexually procreate and clone itself, thereby degrading the genetic makeup with each "cloning".) Asexual reproduction is really much more efficient than sexual reproduction. Maybe not as fun, but definitely more efficient.

So, for me, the fact that most "advanced" or genetically complex living creatures require a male and a female in order to reproduce is proof of creation vs. evolution. Statistically speaking (and statistics are my life!). To paraphrase a variation of Ockham's Razor, "All things being equal, the simplest answer is the best." It is much simpler to explain it by creationism than by millions of random anomalies that came together to create this complex string of species that all follow the same rule of sexual reproduction.

I had a similar revelation one day while sitting at Yankee Beach. I was talking with Woodrow about "evolution", a term that he has serious issues with. So I usually try to use the term "adaptation" with him instead, as that is actually quite accurate. I've tried to explain to him in the past that when I use the term "evolution", I don't use it to mean that man evolved from the primordial soup or from apes, but that species "adapt" to their environment for survival.

So anyway, a lightbulb went off while we sat there, looking out at the river and the sea gulls, and I hypothesized that our genetic code is a "blueprint", and there are environmental "triggers" that can occur that will "turn on" or "turn off" certain code, allowing species to adapt to harsh conditions. (Anyone familiar with computer programming and code may think of this as an "IF/THEN" statement. "IF this happens, THEN do this." The code responds to certain triggers.) An arctic fox turns white in winter? That's because God put something in it's genetic code to allow it to adapt to the arctic conditions. Human races in desert regions have darker skin to deal with the sun. In nature you can find wider nostrils for better oxygen intake, larger pupils for nocturnal viewing, heavier fur for cold weather, prehensile tails-- millions and millions of little "adaptations" that allow creatures to adjust and adapt to a constantly changing environment. So I hypothesized that there are these little hidden "things" in our genetic code, put there by our creator God (who knew everything before it happened, so he knew the environmental changes we would have to deal with), and little environmental triggers will turn them on, causing us (all living creatures) to adapt to our changing environment.

Then a few months later, I saw on TV where a scientist talked about the same thing. Seems they've actually found these "things" in our genetic code that are turned on by certain environmental triggers.

Heck, even cancer may be lying dormant and then triggered by something.

***sound of crickets***

Welcome inside my scary head.

That's how I started out my morning. So, how did you start yours?